Five weeks passed Saturday. After a week which was both interesting and hard.
Tuesday evening Vanni had her “Hot under the Collar” event. Mistress and I happily could attend. While we were somewhat fashionably late it was fun to “see” other people for a bit. Although I noticed how quick emotions play up when being isolated. As simple as just clicking onto something became a major chore.Still I managed all in all, with a lot of Mistress help.
The rest of the week I spend between our dungeon and home. and it was hard going at times. I was definitely missing my friends and struggling with being so restrained.
But last night, Mistress decided that after five weeks, over a 180, a-hundred hours, locked up and incommunicado, as they say, that for now it was enough. She removed my bondage and all restraints and restrictions.
So what are my records now? Or rather how long have I been locked away from everything ?
| Steel Shackle (RA) | after | 181 hours 12 minutes 30 secs |
| Steel Shackle (RW) | after | 180 hours 57 minutes 50 secs |
| RR Scarf blindfold | after | 188 hours 26 minutes 40 secs |
| RR Ballgag | after | 184 hours 31 minutes 10 secs |
So I am for the time being free and able to come and see people and talk to those that have tried to IM me or send me note cards. I look forward to catching up with everyone and just wandering around the grid causing mayhem and chaos.
And yet, still a small part of me, regrets being free. Guess that’s the “insane” part of me, the need for that feeling of total loss of control in many ways. But for now, I am will get back to my normal self and be alive ..
I am sure that at some point I’ll end up being tied up.
xx
lexi
