I have decided that I am not gonna come up with any fancy titles no more 
I am just gonna number them by day. I have no idea how long I could be in here. Mistress answers range from Christmas, New Year to Easter, to “Why should I release you?”. And the strangest thing happened. In that very split second after the chills ran over my spine, she asked me, if that was so awful. And honestly the only answer I could think of was: No. It wouldn’t. Like Vel wrote before me, You get to the point that it really doesn’t matter.
It was a good day today actually. Lots of people showing up at Deitide which is nice to see. I am always sad that when you have a great sim, it becomes so quiet that nobody is around. I know that attention is a highly valued commodity in Second Life but still, it was good to see so many people around (even if I can’t hear em)
I had great fun with sis when she decided impromptu to put on her iso-suit. It was a weird sensation to look at her and see someone who is exactly like me, apart from the difference in height, we were otherwise completely identical. It was a strange sensation. And our behaviour, it was kinda fun and strange. We had a impromptu territorial fight about the carpet. As we dont have any way to communicate or a painful buzzing sound (as Banes get administered by their Custodians), the only way we can do this is just by pushing each other (think primitive sumo wrestling here lol).
After a while we played tag. Which had me running around, and giggling my head off, it was so funny. It may sound rather strange to you lot, but once you are that cut off from communicating with the world, you have to find ways to entertain yourself,
Adn of course spending time with Mistress. It’s funny to note that how weary I am communicating with others at the moment (watching your sentences etc, is very tiring), but happily communicate eloquently and efficiently with her. It was just good to be with her near and be able to talk not only about the experiment but the countless other things we share. I have at the moment less to write as their isn’t that much difference in the day. Perhaps more tomorrow.
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Read: Isolation day 0, Isolation day 1,…
I follow your explanations with great interest and find the mentioned “weariness of communication with others” remarkable. I can comprehend it.
I am looking forward however, to read, how you will have developed around day 80. This is not meant as a tease.
It was fun to watch you and Vel running about playing games. I am amazed by how animated you two get when you are together in your iso suits. I wish that she was able to spend more time in Deitide with you.
It’s funny when people ask me when you’ll be free, because the answer is I don’t know. I keep thinking I will know the right time when it is upon us. For now, we will just have to play things by ear.